Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Ironman Louisville 08/24/2014

How do I begin to describe the most challenging, most beautiful, nerve wrecking, amazing, and thrilling day of my life.  No words will be enough to describe all the emotions I went through.  I will try though.

Leading up to the big race I was nervous but trying to stay as calm as possible.  Then I woke up one morning and could barely walk on my right leg.  I started freaking out.  Turned out my soleus was extremely tight and filled with scar tissue/lactic acid.  I had been rolling out with trigger point therapy but I wasn't focusing on that area enough ( I was focusing more on my calves and quads).  For a couple days I was unable to put a lot or much weight at that on my right leg.  I was so scared that I was going to be jacked up for my Ironman.  My race I've been training nearly non stop, for 7 months.  After some muscle manipulation, a massage, lots of icing, trigger point therapy and rest it finally recovered.  Now, granted I was already tapering this made me feel even more like a 500 lb cow.  I seriously felt like I could barely run a mile.  It was what my Coach warned me about and man it was true.  I didn't feel like an athlete, I was bloated, felt lazy, tired, and like a slug.


On Thursday morning, before the race, before I started my drive to Louisville I scheduled my last massage with Lora, from Tensegrity Massage, who is amazing!  I was all relaxed and my muscles were all good to go.  My plan was to drive to Huntsville, which is roughly half way to Louisville, and stay with my boyfriend, Justin.  That night his father took us to a wonderful dinner, where I was taunted by their yummy desserts, and I promise, I only took one bite!  We had agreed we'd try to be on the road by 6 am the next day to head towards Louisville.  Around 2 am Justin's phone was going off, turns out his sister was in labor!  We went back to sleep for a few more hours and then decided we'd stop to see her, which she was conveniently in Nashville which was about a half way point to Louisville.  We stopped at Waffle House along the way for breakfast. We got to the hospital and with 20 minutes of arriving, Justin's nephew was born!  It was quite an awesome experience and a neat way to first meet his sister.

Swag Bag
Shortly after, we were back on the road.  I decided to take a nap, during which Justin of course made sure to snap a picture of my passed out self.  He's lucky he's cute.  After a quick nap, I woke up and realized that I forgot to pack my charger for my Garmin 910, which I knew wasn't fully charged.  Talk about a damn near panic attack.  Thankfully I was able to get in touch with a fellow triathlete racing Ironman Louisville who was going to lend me their charger.   We finished our trek and went straight to the Galt House, where the expo/checkin/basically everything was taking place.  I was like a kid in a giant candy/toy's r us/disney.  We parked and I was looking at all the cars with all the Ironman stickers, the 70.3's, the marathon stickers, the bikes!  We finally got into the expo, I was grinning from ear to ear.  First you check in with your id to be given your ticket with your bib number on it, then you sign all the waivers, then you go to the table with your packet filled with swim cap, bib, and stickers.  Next table is where you get your swag bag!  This swag bag was awesome!  It was a really nice Ironman Louisville bag, with a bike multi tool, red bull, the athlete program, and a bunch of different brochures/pamphlets/etc.  After you grabbed your bag you then got your timing chip and strap.  Once that is complete it drops you into the Ironman store, I refused to buy anything yet because I didn't want to jinx myself.  

One thing I noticed, was all the amazing people I was surrounded by.  It was a breath of fresh air, to be all around people who are extremely active, disciplined, and respectful.  Not saying that the community I come from isn't like that, but just in general.

Justin and I then headed to the Marriott Downtown, which was only a few blocks away from the Galt House.  Warning, you will pay for parking everywhere, even at your own hotel.  The Marriott Downtown, was very nice.  Probably one of the nicest hotels I've ever stayed.  It had two restaurants, a bar, and a starbucks.  We were on the 14th floor, which I came to find out was truly the 13th floor, they just don't call it the 13th floor.  I was slightly confused.  We got into the hotel room and without even asking, Justin went back to the car to finish grabbing everything to the hotel room.  I had only brought my bike in at first, which you could tell this was my first go round, because my paranoid self, carried my bike through the hotel to the room. I didn't want my tires hitting anything.  Justin made fun of me of course.  While Justin grabbed everything from the car, I was getting everything laid out for the next couple days.  We had a room with two beds, so one bed became triathlon central.  Like my transition bag/stuff threw up all over it.

Shortly after getting all settled in we headed out for the athlete dinner.  As I opened the door to our hotel room I noticed something was on the door.  Justin made me the most awesome door sign/poster!!! I was shocked and so happy.  I mistakenly thought the athlete dinner was in the Galt House, but turns out it was in the Convention Center which was right in between my hotel and the Galt House.  At that moment, I told Justin my brain was too frazzled to attempt to direct us and he was in charge.  We met up with fellow Tri Gulf Coast athlete, Kevin.  I had told Justin, look for a guy with a lot of Ironman Tattoo's on his calves and Justin replied "Like him?" and points right to Kevin.  We got in line for the Athlete Dinner which again was awesome to be surrounded by amazing people.   The food served was buffet style, with a salad, vegetarian pasta, chicken pasta, veggies, rolls, and some yummy looking deserts (whats with all the temptation!?)

It was simply dining for the first 20 minutes or so, then they started making speeches, sharing some of the very inspiring stories of the different athletes racing on Sunday.  In the beginning, during the prayer, I got teary eyed as they asked for the althletes to be blessed and watched over.  It was becoming even more real that I was actually here and about to race my first Ironman.  They had different groups of people stand up for recognition, such as those who did not finish from last year, the people who had raced Louisville before, those who were on Ironman #10 and more, and then the soon to be new Ironman.  On the stage they had the finish line arch with the countdown to our race.  It read 36 hours.  I was screaming in my head "Chill the Efff out Alyssa!"

I was mentally exhausted after the dinner so Justin and I headed back to the hotel room to get ready for bed.  I however, swore I knew where I was going to get back to the hotel room and turned out I didn't and had us going the complete opposite direction, I then told Justin he was in charge of navigation for real this time.  I still had to pack my bags for special needs/transition but I had everything listed for each  bag already so I didn't stress it the night before.  My Coach and I talked on the phone for about 15 minutes to go over my race plan.  Her reaction when she found out it wasn't a wetsuit legal swim was priceless!!!  Let's just say a few naughty words were said.  After getting off the phone with her I was spent, and ready for bed!

The next morning, I woke up and went down stairs to the restaurant to get some fresh fruit to go with my yogurt for breakfast.  When I got to the restaurant the seating hostess was kind enough to go to the buffet and fill a to go container of fruit for me!   I then walked across the lobby and got Justin some breakfast.  When I returned to the room, I woke Justin up and we had breakfast in bed.  

First thing I did after breakfast was clean my bike.  I turned on my "get pumped/motivated/ready to kick booty" playlist.  For those wondering, that consist's of the following songs:
The Fighter - Gym Class Heroes
Hall of Fame - The Script
Roar - Katy Perry
Remember the Name - Fort Minor
Girl is On Fire - Alicia Keys
Part of Me - Katy Perry
Best Day of My Life -American Authors
Dust - Eli Young Band
All the Above - Maino

As I cleaned every inch of my bike I reflected on the past seven months of my life.  I shut a lot of people out of my life, I stayed focused.  I didn't go out, I didn't drink, party, didn't travel anywhere but for races, I literally ate, slept, trained, and worked.  In those near 8 months, I had trained for 299 hours and 30 minutes.  I swam 185,625 yards.  I biked 3,040.8 miles.  I ran 517.64 miles.  Ironman training was my life.  It was all I cared about for those months.  I ate, breath, slept, Ironman.  It was all I talked about.  When I was at home eating, I would watch YouTube videos of previous Ironman races.  It was my everything.

And there I was.  Cleaning my bike, attaching my race number sticker onto my bike frame.  For my water bottle holder, I had trouble while training with it slipping so I triple zip tied it...on both sides, to ensure that it wouldn't move a centimeter during my race.  Once my bike was good to go, I pulled out my check lists and began to pack my bags.  Even with a checklist, this is such a nerve wrecking process.  You are still worried that you're going to forget something vital that you'll need race day, no matter how many times you quadruple check your check list with whats in your bag.  Now, my Coach gave me great advice with my bags.  Get an obnoxious patterned/colored duck tape to put along your bag to make it stick out.  Justin went and got me this awesome bright green duck tape that had flowers and flamingos on it!

Bike Gear Bag
For my Bike Gear needs bag the follow was in it: Lazer Helmet, Pearl Izumi bike shoes, 4 packages of Mountain Berry Clif Shot Bloks, my tube of Chamois Butter, Tri Top, Tifosi Sunglasses, chapstick, 2 tampons, and Endurolytes.  No I did not wear socks for the bike portion.  I wanted to have fresh, dry socks for my run and I always trained with no socks when wearing my bike shoes.  And unfortunately, it was that time of the month for me so I had tampons stuffed in each transition/special needs bags.  

For my Bike Special Needs I had 4 more Mountain Berry Clif Shot Bloks, two small packages of chamois butter, extra Endurolytes, 1 tampon, an extra tube/CO2 cartridges and I last added a Peanut Butter/Nutella sandwich.  My Coach said to add something that if I'm having a bad day would make me happy, so I added Nutella to my sandwich because Nutella is just amazing.  

Run Gear Bag
My Run bag contained my Newton Distance S's, RW visor, my favorite socks (Injinji Toe Socks), Race bib on my belt, 7 Chocolate Peanut Butter Gu's, Tampons, Body Glide, Chamois Butter, and more Endurolytes that I put in an empty Nuun container.  

Run Special Needs
Run Special Needs contained an extra pair of my second favorite kind of socks (Wright Sock), Sour Gummy Worms, 2 tampons, chapstick, 7 Chocolate Peanut Butter Gu's, and two containers of chamois butter.


Dropping Off my bike and bags!



Finally my bags were all packed and I was ready to take them (with the exception of bike special needs, which I dropped off race morning because of the sandwich) and my bike down to the transition area!  Now, I was super paranoid about pushing my bike through downtown because of something getting in my tire and causing a problem later on.  So, I literally carried my bike from my hotel to transition.  Very paranoid.  Once I entered transition to drop everything off, a friendly volunteer took my bags from me and carried them for me as we took my bike to its spot.  I kept looking all around at the bikes that were a lot nicer then mine, granted there were some that weren't as nice, but none the less still some very nice bikes out there.  Once I racked my bike, the volunteer was kind enough to take a picture for me.  He then escorted me to drop off my bags, informing me of where the changing tents were for women, where I'd be getting my bags, where sun screen was applied, just everything and anything you need to know about the transition area.  Got all my stuff dropped off and then went back to the hotel room.  

Bike is racked!
Back at the hotel I had to do a little spin bike workout, which I then followed by sitting in the hot tub for a bit to relax.  Then Justin and I goofed off in the pool with his GoPro camera and took some neat footage of me swimming.  The pool at the hotel was all stainless steel, which looked awesome but man it was deceiving, I ran my hand and head into it a few times.  

It started getting late (5 pm) so we went back to the room to get cleaned up.  Then headed to the store to get my plain grilled chicken and plain white rice.  We got back to the hotel, watched some tv as we ate.  Justin had amazing smelling chili from Wendy's!!! Such a tease!  Before going to bed, I had the my transition bag to take in the morning packed and ready laying on the opposite bed, with my clothes, and post race bag.  The last thing I remember saying to Justin before I passed out was, "I'm doing an Ironman tomorrow."

At 3:30 am my alarm went off.  It didn't even need to go off for more then 1.3 seconds before I was up and turning it off.  I then took my shower, got all shaved up and smooth.  First thing out of the shower I put my hair into my awesome bun that can withstand anything and everything.  My hair doesn't even take me more than ten minutes anymore with how much I've done that bun for JROTC/ROTC/Triathlons.  I was trying to stay calm.  Stay focused.  I then applied chamois butter/body glide probably all over my entire body.  Deodorant. Lotion.  Then I put my tri shorts and sports bra on.  I then had my traditional pre race waffle with Chocolate Gu on it.  Brushed my teeth.  Put my sweat shirt on.  Put my Garmin on.  Flip flops on.  Fill up my water bottles for the bike.  Grab transition bag, tire pump, and go.  So many thoughts and emotions were fluttering through my head.  Am I really about to do this? Did I train enough? What if I fail? What if I crash? What if I die? Maybe I'll have a great first race? The damn weather better not ruin this.  I feel like a fatty.  Do I have everything I need?

Waiting for swim start
Justin tried keeping me as calm as he possibly could. I sipped on Execute throughout the morning. I finally arrived to transition to attach all my water bottles to my bike.  It had poured down rain the night before so everything was wet, including the transition bags.  I filled up my tires, zip tied my aero water bottle in, twice, and realized it was as ready as it could be.  Got my bike special needs bag dropped off, checked on my soaked transition bags, and then once I felt more relieved that I was set and everything was good to go.  Justin and I then walked to the swim start.  For a line that supposedly only started at 5 am, that line was already super long.  I felt like I had to walk miles to finally make it to the current end of the line so I could get in line.  They did have port-o-pottys throughout the line for athletes.  I ate half a snickers marathon bar about 1 hour before swim start. I sat down on the athlete side of the sidewalk, non athletes had to stand/sit on the opposite side of the side walk.  We still had about 30 minutes until the pros began so we began chatting with one another and the people beside us.  The guy to my right was from Alabama, same age as me, and this was his first as well.  I then took in a Gu about 15 minutes before swim start.

Finally we heard the cannon go off for the Pro Males.  I swear I felt that canyon go off in my chest as well.  Soon after we all heard the additional cannon for the Pro Females.  Then before I knew it, the cannon for the remainder of us went off.  I was so nervous at this point.  I took off my sweat shirt, handed Justin the rest of my stuff, kissed him, and we all started our walk.  I got my goggles on first, then put my swim cap on.  That way, if I did get kicked in the face, I shouldn't lose my goggles.  Once we got closer to the dock they had music going which got me relaxed and pumped so I started dancing in the line and giving everyone hi fives.  Before I know, I was jumping into the Ohio River.

Gear Bags
The swim.  Coach told me to start out at a 5, and then once I hit the turn go to a 7.  Which I was totally fine with because this being my first Ironman I wanted to pace myself, I had a long day ahead of me.  The water didn't seem to be as terrible as everyone told me.  It certainly wasn't cold, just felt good.  I felt my hand graze a few things in the water, what they were I'm not sure but it slightly grossed me out. The distance in between the island and the turn buoy there were a few chilly spots in the water.  Refreshing but almost borderline too cold. Once I finally hit the buoy for the turn I felt like I was there for two minutes, the current was strong where it was and a few people had trouble making the turn around it.  But once I did that, I kicked it up to that 7 and started moving.  I was feeling awesome.  My body was feeling good, I was singing in my head, enjoying the micro seconds of scenery when my head wasn't in water.  At one point as I went to breath and my mouth was wide open someone was going by me right at that time and I swallowed a good gulf of water.  It was yucky.  I kept swimming and was under the first bridge when all of a sudden I felt a hand grab my back side and then slide down my leg, I didn't stop or make a deal out of it but someone for sure got a good feel of my butt and legs, good thing I shaved!  Once I passed the second bridge I didn't have much further to go of the swim so I kicked it up just a little bit.  Before I knew it, I was grabbing a volunteers hand to help me out of the water.  This was actually the first swim of all my triathlons where I wasn't completely disoriented coming out of the water.  When I looked down at my Garmin and saw 1:15 I was thrilled!  My goal for my swim was 1:20, I was cheesing!  I ran into transition, down the lane that had my bike gear bag which for some reason I didn't have a volunteer hand me but its all good because that duck tape helped me find my bag real quick. I grabbed my bag then ran into the women's changing tent.

In the women's changing tent, it was crazy.  T&A everywhere! Volunteers everywhere!  Bags everywhere!  I found a chair to set my bag on and began taking what I needed out.  I first grabbed my tube of chamois butter, pulled my tri shorts down to my knees and made my butt and upper legs white with all the chamois butter I put on.  Pulled my tri shorts back on, put the two tampons in my back pocket, put my trip top on and zipped up, stuffed my clif shot blocks and bottle of endurolytes down my shirt, sunglasses on, and helmet on.  I carried my shoes just to be safe that I didn't break the clip part of my bike shoes while running across transition.  My swim stuff and whatever I didn't use or need got thrown back into the bag where a volunteer took it.  Immediately exiting the tent, I had a volunteer apply sunscreen to my shoulders and arms.  I then hit a port-o-potty for the lady thing.  Then, I ran to my bike, still with shoes in hand, grabbed my bike and went.  Right as I was about to get back onto concrete I finally put my bike shoes on.  Got on my bike and went.

The first five miles I took super, super easy.  Got all my nutrition situated, made sure bike was good, and that I was good.  It was cloudy and somewhat cool at this point.  I went ahead and had one whole package of the Clif Shot Bloks and 2 endurolytes along with drinking Execute.  The first 20 miles weren't too hilly, then came a really fun, shaded hilly section of the bike course.  There were a few small climbs but there was a good chunk down hill, like down hill for .7 miles where I just coasted and enjoyed the wind and the ride, hitting up to 40 mph!  Then there was a sharp turn around and a few climbs backs out the main road.  The ride was smooth so far.  I was enjoying myself, talking with other athletes as I passed them or they passed me.  I got a lot of compliments on my Tri Kit! They had us go over a set of railroad tracks and as I was going over them there was an athlete on the ground who had just crashed, he was laying on his stomach and the back of his shirt was all cut up and you could see the road rash on his back.  Aid stations were very organized, the volunteers did a great job at letting everyone know what they had.  For the first aid station, and most really, I would take 2 bottles of perform, if I had time I'd take a third to top off my aero bottle and then trash it while I still had time.  

The scenery was absolutely beautiful.  Horse pastures everywhere, which to anyone who knows me - thats right up my alley, and just beautiful farms.  I found myself wondering which great race horses had been in these pastures I was riding by.  As I was hitting around mile 30, I felt my stomach get "weird" and before I knew it I was in need of a port-o-potty.  I was pissed.  This hadn't happened to me during any of my training rides, during my Half Ironman, just ever.  Now here comes my Ironman and I'm only on mile 30 of the bike and I'm about to crap myself.  And to be honest, had I had an extra pair of shorts in my next bag I might have done it, but unfortunately I didn't so I knew I'd have to stop. Once I felt that, I stopped taking the Shot Bloks and stuck to liquids. The moment I saw a set of port-o-pottys I stopped and tried to get back on track. Close to the half way point there was great crowd support, and big area that had taken family/friends/spectators from the transition area of the race to this area so they could see their athletes twice.  It was a downhill slope and I was trying to looking for Justin, then right towards the end of the area he was on my left cheering for me.  I would be seeing him in about another 30 miles.  This upcoming loop of the bike course was by far the most challenging.  It had some of the steepest climbs, sharp turns with an uphill around the corner.  It was also starting to get hot out.  I literally saw one guy attempting to climb a hill and just fell because he couldn't peddle enough.  Several people walked their bike up the hills.  I stayed on my bike the entire time.  I was still having issues though, feeling like I needed to use the bathroom yet again, so when I hit mile 40ish I stopped again.  As we came back around towards the beginning of our last loop, before the crowd area, around mile 60, I had to go again! So I hit my brakes to turn towards the pottys and as I did that my bike was going over a diver in the road and bam! The back of my bike made a weird noise and I felt myself start falling down to the right, thankfully I unconsciously unclipped my right foot and caught myself.  What the Efff just happened??? I unclipped my other foot, and realized my wheel was dangling from my bike.  I picked up my bike, took it the side of the road where a volunteer helped me out, which thank goodness because all I was thinking about was "My Bike is broken, I'm not going to be able to finish".  Thankfully it just came loose and came off and we were able to get it screwed back on.  The volunteer though tried to hand me my bike to get back on the road and  I was like "Umm, I need to use the bathroom".  Got back on and we finally came to Bike Special Needs Bag area, I called out my number to inform them that I did want my bag.  When I finally got to the line of volunteers the volunteer held my bag up so I could see where it and she was.  I stood there, the volunteer opened the bag for me as I dug in.  I took the sandwich but nothing else.  I was excited for something different and was hungry since I hadn't been eating my clif boks.

After stuffing my face with my sandwich, we passed the crowd again.  Justin was on my right this time.  Finally I was on the last section of the bike.  Less then 60 miles to go.  I was staying focused and not allowing for my bathroom issues to bother me.  When I hit mile 80 I had to go again, but this time I felt like complete crap.  As I went to open the door to the potty, I threw up.  I felt awful cause I literally threw up right in front of it.  Went in and also realized I was out of tampons at this point.  So great, not only was I on the edge of crapping myself for the rest of this course, I was now going to have blood everywhere (I warned y'all this would be detailed).   But honestly at that point, I didn't care, I just wanted to finish this bike ride.  I took a minute just standing next to my bike, pouring cold water onto my head and neck, which was burning for some reason.  The volunteer kept asking if I was ok, I knew I looked as awful as I was feeling.  But I got back on kept on keeping on.  Around mile 90 there was an older gentlemen who came near me, complimented my tri kit and saw that I had two spare bottles of Perform in my water bottle cages and asked if he could have one cause he couldn't get one at the last station.  I told him sure, I still had my aero bottle filled and there was less then 26 miles left.  So we peddled along side of each other while he grabbed it real quick.  The roads on the last stretch of the bike were rough, lots of holes/cracks/bumps.  Finally I saw the sign that said "mile 100" and I knew I was almost done.  
Dismount

I had a smooth dismount off the bike, and the volunteer took my bike and I was en route to getting my run gear bag.  Once my bike was handed off, I took my bike shoes off and carried them so I could run through transition faster.  I grabbed my gear bag and went to the women's changing tent.  This time it wasn't as crowded, so I had a volunteer stick with me.  She took everything out of my bag for me and laid it on a chair.  She asked what I did or didn't need, took my helmet and bike shoes for me and put them in my bag, and even went and got me water.  She was awesome.  All the volunteers were awesome.  Once I grabbed everything, I headed out for the sunscreen station again, when they sprayed the back of my neck I yelled, and thats when I realized that my bun in the swim cap chaffed the back of my neck. Grr!  I hit the potty, and then was good to go because that last potty stop I had nothing else in me to get out, I was relieved that I was emptied out because I was over that mess.  

Starting my marathon!
Justin was right there as I came out of transition, he then started running to catch more video of me leaving the transition area and I yelled to him "You better get there before me, I just rode 112 miles" which made myself and a few spectators laugh.  He did.  I was feeling good to be running, my legs didn't feel tired at all, so I was really excited that I'd have a decent run.  Justin met me around another point where he put the GoPro on the ground to get footage of me running past, but I picked it up and started running with it forcing him to chase me down.  He hollered at me to stay focused and I replied "I'm about to run for 5 hours by myself, I need some entertainment".  Once I hit mile 1, I decided to go ahead and take a Gu.  As soon as I swallowed all of it down, it came right back up.  What in the freakin hell??? Great, so after nearly crapping myself for 7 hours, I'm throwing up.  

I was able to sip some water, but anytime I tried to do the chicken broth/fruit/pretzels/gu, I just kept throwing it up.  This was getting frustrated.  Mostly I was worried that my endurolytes weren't staying down and would lead me to becoming severely dehydrated.  Once I realized what was going on, I officially knew I wouldn't have the Ironman race time I wanted but I was more than determined to finish whether it was going to lead me into a hospital bed or not.  I tried to do a walk/run combo.  At one point though my heart rate monitor was reading 190 while I was just jogging, I started walking immediately scared that I was about to give myself a heart attack.  I calmed myself down, talked to myself, and kept moving.  Each aid station after I didn't even try to eat anything because throwing up was only wasting more energy.  So I would take few sips of water to get my endurolytes down and that was it.  

When you hit the half way point of this course, you have to literally run towards the finish line and then turn right as the shoot begins.  Its a freakin tease.  But as soon as you turn you get your special needs bag.  I changed my socks out because I was keeping water poured on my for the first half to try and keep my body cool, and I brought the gummy worms just incase I might be able to keep something down.  I got back up and started jogging.  I was thankful for fresh socks.  I opened the bag of gummy worms and ate two, man did they taste amazing! But coming back up not so much.  I threw the bag away and finally gave up on the thought of eating anything for the next couple hours.  Just stuck to a couple sips of water each aide station.  Around mile 14, I was walking with  a lady and I said "I thought we were suppose to go by Churchill Downs on our course?" and she replied "We Did...it was around mile 10 where the had us do that small turn and come back" and I realized at that point I was losing my mind.  I was feeling tired, dehydrated, sick, and felt my body just start shutting down, but I still had 12 miles to go.  The thought of quitting never crossed my mind, just hoping that I would get to the finish line in time.  To not play more mental games, I even switched my Garmin to time of day instead of seeing my HR/Pace/Distance.  All I cared about was crossing the finish line before midnight. 

It started getting dark and not as crowded.  The lights on the cops cars were making me dizzy so I would have to close my eyes every time I passed a cop car.   The volunteers were amazing, they would walk towards you to bring you whatever you needed.  I kept taking ice to put on my head, down my sports bra, and the back of my tri kit to try and keep my body cool.  I could feel my inner thighs were chaffed from my shorts, I could feel the blister on my heel and toe, I could feel where my heart rate monitor was cutting into my skin, I could feel everything but I refused to let it take over, I just embraced it.  I embraced the suck.  Finally the end was near.  Around mile 23, I looked to my right and saw "University of Louisville", it was a huge beautiful campus and even though I passed it 3 other times I was just now seeing it.  Holy shit, I'm really losing it.  I can't really give you more details about my marathon because I really barely remember any of it.  Maybe its like childbirth, its so bad during that you can't remember what it was like, you just remember the end result.  I would try to jog but could feel my body just crashing even more and I needed to make sure I would be able to at least walk through the finish line.  When I finally turned the last corner, I could hear the finish line crowd, the announcer, the volunteers yelling "You've got this! It's right there!", something kicked in and I was able to jog around the corner and all the way to the finish line.  


Going through that shoot was such an amazing feeling, everyone is cheering for you, calling your name (its on the bib), and all you can see is that beautiful finish line.  It is by far the best feeling in the world, and I do mean best, to cross the finish line as the announcer says your name and says that "You are an IRONMAN!".  I was nothing but smiles and so happy, I was in a bubble of accomplishment and happiness for a minute, they got my medal put on me, and then we (volunteer and I) started walking and thats when all the pain finally set in.  I was miserable.  At first I really wanted to go to medical because I knew I truly needed an IV, but when I look at the medical tent it looked full (found out later that the true medical area was in the convention center with ish loads of IV's) so I refused and thought I'm sure theres someone else who needs it more then I.  The volunteer got me my finishers shirt/hat and then took me to the photographer.  After the photo I walked to the exit shoot and there was Justin.  I practically collapsed in his arms and started balling my eyes out.  I had so many emotions going through me; accomplishment, pride, pain, misery, happiness, and more.  We took a few photos then I had to sit down and get my shoes off, my feet were burning.  We forgot to put post race shoes in my bag so Justin was kind enough to put on my nasty, stinky, sweaty shoes and give me his to wear.  I originally wanted to stay for the finisher party but was just spent.  So, I put my arm around Justin and I hobbled back to the hotel.  Now, our hotel was really nice, so to have me all nasty hobbling in, as theres people dressed all nice and fancy at the nice bar in the hotel was kinda funny.  
Cheesing!

Justin and I after I finished!
When we finally got into the hotel room, I just sat on the bathroom floor.  Justin made me an awesome ice bath but as I tried to get in it I was screaming, it made everything hurt worse.  So we melted the ice out so I could just take a hot shower.  He helped me get undressed and I felt more areas that were chaffed, I felt the sunburn, and just every muscle aching.  Justin left to go and get a menu for the restaurant in the hotel as I literally crawled/climbed into the bathtub and just sat in the tub as the hot shower water rained down on me.  It hurt so much because of all the areas I was chaffed.  From the open lash on my chest from my heart rate monitor, to the raw skin and blisters on my inner thighs, shoulders were chaffed, sides were chaffed, my lower back and butt was chaffed, the top of my feet where chaffed, the back of my neck, just freakin everywhere.  It hurt, I nearly cried for the first few minutes of the water running down me.  I think at one point I even passed out in the tub because one minute I was just laying there and the next I know Justin is next to me with a menu.  I didn't know if my stomach would even be able to eat anything but we figured we'd try since I hadn't had really anything in over 12 hours.  He got the food ordered as I washed my hair, still sitting in the tub under the water.  When I got done, I got dried off and realized all the clothing I had brought was all tighter stuff, and I truthfully didn't want anything touching me with how bad I was chaffed.  I put chamois butter on all the spots and asked Justin for a pair of his gym shorts and a t shirt.  I got into the bed and just laid there until our food got there.  I ate some french fries, some of my cheeseburger, and few chicken tenders.  My stomach was fighting me.  I felt at any moment I was going to hurl it all up.  I was so freakin hungry though.  Justin also got me a Mountain Dew which was my first Mountain Dew in probably a year, it tasted amazing.  I think the carbonation helped my stomach too. We finally got to bed at 1:30 am, and realized we'd have to be up at 6:30 am to get everything packed, attend the athlete celebration breakfast, go to the ironman store to get some swag, and then get on the road. 

That alarm went off too soon.  But we got up, got packed, I put only some sweat pants and my RW singlet, Justin got the car all packed up, and we walked to the Galt House.  Thankfully it was only two blocks away, but I was still moving like a turtle through peanut butter.  I was sore but the main reason for walking so slow was because of how chaffed my entire body was and every time I moved it just irritated my skin more.  We got to the store and I truly wanted everything that said Ironman, but I'm not rich.  So I got myself a t shirt and tank top, and Justin got me the finishers jacket.  It's so sleek and awesome.  We sat down waiting for the breakfast which was breakfast burritos, muffins, and egg and cheese biscuits with juices and coffee.  I didn't eat much, still didn't know how my stomach was going to feel.  After we ate, we headed back to the car and got on the road.  I passed out almost immediately.  

I raced the last "HOT" Ironman Louisville.  After this race IM Louisville will be moved to October for more "ideal race conditions".  I thought it was awesome to say I raced the last hot IM Louisville.

With the days following I started feeling better all around.  And more proud of myself the more I convinced myself that it wasn't about the time I finished but the simple fact I finished.  This was only my first Ironman.  I completely plan on racing more.  I want to race each Ironman Race in America, including Kona but when I do race Kona it will because I earned my spot there.  Looking back, I know had I not had the stomach issues that I could have finish in 13 hours or under.  Which pumped me up even more to do another one.  I know it will take me a while to get faster, this is a sport where when you look at the overalls and the pro's, they're not in their early 20's.  I've got time to grow, to get faster and stronger.  And each race I will come back more determined then the last.  This is where my passion is.  

"We were put on this planet, not to be ok with limits, but to exceed them. " 
-Alyssa King

I would like to thank Running Wild, Gulf Coast Cycle and Tri, and Tensegrity Massage for their sponsorship.

I would like to thank the following companies/brands that helped me get to the finish line: Pearl Izumi, Newton Running, Lazer, Tifosi, Moving Comfort, Injinji, Wright Sock, Profile Design, GU, Energy Labs, Hammer, Body Glide, TYR, Garmin, and 110 Play Harder.

Saturday, August 9, 2014

What goes on during a 115 mile ride

A couple weeks ago I went on my longest training ride yet, 115 miles.  I knew this would be a big milestone in my training for Ironman.  I was excited for this.

When it came to planning a rooute I asked several other cyclists in the area who had done longer rides as to what they recommended to make it a safe and smooth long ride.  I chose to ride from a Whataburger in Gulf Breeze instead of crossing over the three-mile bridge by myself on the bike to make things slightly safer.  The plan would be to then continue on 98 , crossover onto Garcon Point bridge , up Avalon and then up 87 to Brewton and back.

The night before I went ahead and miixed my hydration and nutrition for the bike ride as well as dropped some of my nutrition off to a friend who would meet me at an early midway point so I would not have to stop at a gas station right away.  I then laid out all my clothing and accessories I would need for the following day.  For dinner I had a healthy turkey and broccoli stirfry with lots of water to drink.

When I woke up that morning I was feeling great and I was super stoked for my long ride. I went ahead and put air in my tires before I left.  I finished loading up my car with my bike and anything else I would need for the ride and headed over to Gulf Breeze.  I then went back into the house and started to get ready. For me getting ready for the bike ride I made sure to put sunblock on, lots of body glide and chamois butter, brush my teeth and take my endurolytes.  Breakfast was two rice cakes with peanut butter on them, which has come to be one of my favorite pre-workout breakfasts.

The day was looking absolutely beautiful and perfect for a bike ride. Driving over the bridge there was a beautiful sunrise and I was only getting more excited. When I got to  Whataburger I parked my car and took my bike out but notice that my rear tire was flat.  I was shocked to find this because I just filled up my tires with air back at the house. That's when I realized I was experiencing my first flat tire ever.  But because of how odd the timing was of the tire going flat I thought there something wrong so I had to call for help to make sure that it was alright.  This cost me to have a much later start my bike right than I wanted but thankfully it had been oddly cooler that morning  so really was not a big deal as to me leaving later than I originally planned. That is part of being a triathlete one - perform and two- be able to execute when things don't go your way.

Riding to Gulf Breeze on 98 was a pain in the butt. The roads were completely awful and not well-maintained which was shocking considering it was Gulf Breeze.  I was happy to finally get on Garçon Point Bridge.   The climb was a challenge but it was so rewarding going down.  Avalon was not as bad as expected and instead of hitting Avalon & 90 I turned on commerce and went  thru the back neighborhood to get to 87.

I finally made it to Blackwater State Park Parking Lot where my good friend, Dawn, brought me two bottles of my execute and some other nutrition so I wouldn't have to hit up a gas station so early on.  After refueling really quickly, and grabbing another tube, I took off on Northbound 87 for Brewton,AL.  Feel the rhythm! Feel the rhyme! Get on up, it's long bike ride!

Traffic wasn't bad at all on 87, normally isn't which is why I choose this route often.  Coach hadn't specified what my HR needed to be so I maintained an easy, comfortable pace since I had never ridden 115 miles before, I didn't want to burn out too quickly which would also allow me to get a good idea for pacing myself with my Ironman.  During the ride I honestly just pictured race day most of the time.  Other times found myself wondering how badly I smelled, if anyone was around when I needed to pee, what I was going to devour after this long ride, you know- normal triathlete stuff, haha.  I also sung to myself, songs like "You Spin Me Right Round baby, right round", and "This is How we Roll", "Ready, Set, Let's Roll", and many more funny ones relation to spinning/rolling.  Several times I caught myself saying really random funny things, like whenever I go down hill I'll say "I'm flying Jack!" bahaha.  Or I mimic the famous line from the movie Cool Runnings " Feel the rhythm! Feel the rhyme! Get on up, it's long bike ride!"


When I finally hit my half way mark, I was excited because I wasn't feeling bad at all- physically, mentally, and emotionally.  I had been averaging around 16-17 mph.  On the way back I did stop to take a selfie of me at the "Florida State Line" sign cause I just find it awesome that these long rides have me riding into another state!  I even rewarded myself and turned my Pandora radio on my phone and listened to some fun music on my trip back.  

Trip back was just as smooth as the first part.  I did stop at a Tom Thumb just after passing NAS Whiting Field to get some Powerade and a Snickers, don't judge me! I cut thru commerce park again which was funny because I had to pee again and there were so many vehicles and I already have to pep talk myself into doing it but its really hard when you're ready to go and a car comes by.  I have stage fright! When I finally hit mile 90, around Avalon blvd, thats when I started feeling like I'd been on a bike for 5 hours.  I wasn't exhausted, just not as pumped as I was before hand.  

When I got back to Gulf Breeze I was still short a few miles so I kept turning off into random neighborhoods and circling them.  At this point I was just trying not to go crazy and ready to finish my ride.  I had to do like 5 laps in the parking lot where the Whataburger was in order to hit a perfect 115!  It ended up taking me about 6.5 hours, averaging about 17 mph, which I was very pleased with because I wasn't trying to go fast, just be comfortable.  

What did I get out of this ride?  Well here a few things:

-Chamois Butter is amazing!  After 6.5 hours on the bike my butt was very comfortable and non irritated.
-Cliff Bloks are super yummy and will be what I eat for the bike portion of my Ironman.  
-My tri shirt/sports bra can hold quite a few things, I managed to pack in 4 packages of Cliff Bloks, a tube of enduralytes, and my phone.
-No sunscreen helps a 6.5 hr ride
-I'm stronger then I think I am
-It's ok to pee on yourself as an adult, kinda

And most of all, I finally felt ready for Ironman.  I was faced with a problem early on in my day, though frustrating I didn't let it get me down.  I still had a great ride and now truly feel that I can ride those 112 miles with confidence and smile.  With now 15 days left until my Ironman, I'm beyond stoked!  Just focusing on my tapering, taking care of my body through trigger point therapy, stretching, eating right, and getting plenty of rest.

One more blog post to follow in the next week or so then it will be race time!

Monday, August 4, 2014

You know you're training for an Ironman/Triathlon when....

-There's nothing but water bottles beside your sink
-You're stocked on chamois butter and body glide
-Your counter top has all your vitamins, electrolytes, pre workout, energy/nutrition for working out
-You have to do laundry every three days for your workout clothes
-You have the weirdest tan lines including but not limited to, your watch, sunglasses, shorts, and socks.
-Someone ask you how FAR you're riding/running and reply back with how LONG you're riding or running for
-You're always stuffing your face
-The clerks at the gas station you stop at know your name
-Sleeping in is sleeping till 7 am
-You own tons of lotion/cologne to mask the smell of chlorine
-You have enough goggles for an alien to wear
-Your car smells like a gym bag
-You're in bed by 9 pm
-You have no idea whats going on in the world because you don't watch tv and when you do by spare chance have time to watch anything, you watch Ironman videos on youtube
-You count down days till your race, not Christmas
-Your Garmin 910 is always on you
-You have a stockpile of Gu
-You can always take a nap, anytime and anywhere
-You check the event website more then FB
-All of your social media revolves around your race/training
-Your car is filled with all your training necessities
-Whenever any trips are planned during your training, before looking up the hotel you look up gyms first
-You've got 100 ideas for your Ironman tattoo
-You question your sanity just about every moment

Sunday, July 6, 2014

IM 70.3 Syracuse

IRONMAN 70.3 Syracuse

Location: Syracuse, NY

Results: AG 18/30, Females 299/726, 1255/2359 Time: 6:27:10

Local Knowledge and Conditions: Swim took place in the Jamesville Reservoir, water temp at 69 degrees.  Average temperature for the day was 73 degrees.  Starting elevation for the bike was 685 ft, max elevation 1,722 ft, and a gain of 1,686 ft.  Run elevation started at 685 ft, max elevation was 932 ft, and a gain of 400 ft.

Pre-Race: The day before the race I consumed greek yogurt with berries for breakfast, a package of tuna and a spinach salad for lunch, and for dinner (around 6 pm) I had grilled chicken cuts and half a cup of rice.  Throughout the day I sipped on execute to keep my sodium levels up, I am going to switch to Perform by PowerBar since they use that on the course for Ironman.  I took a nap from about 5 pm to 7 pm, got up and walked around, took care of a few things for the next day and then went back to bed around 9 pm.  

Race Morning: For breakfast I had two protein waffles with one chocolate Gu spread over them, tasted really good and didn't upset my stomach.  I ate breakfast about 1 hour and 45 minutes before my race began.  I drank my execute with my breakfast but stopped taking in fluids about 20 minutes before the race started.  

Race Break Down:

Swim:

Another wetsuit swim.  Prior races where I had worn my wetsuit, the back of my neck always got chaffed.  So this time I made sure to lather, lather, lather, the back of my neck with body glide. (Even though I super body glided my neck, I still chaffed really badly, something I need to tweak on)  I was however, excited to get in to my wetsuit because it was cold! Well for me it was, for the people form NY and all the Canadians there it was summer weather, but for me I was cold.  The water temp had gone up to 69, they had predicted lower 60's which I honestly would have preferred because it gets warm in the wetsuit, especially since I pee'd in it.  Trust me, I wasn't the only one who did that.  

This one was not a mass start, they had us in waves.  I was in the 3rd wave, the first age group wave after the pro's.  It consisted of my age group (18-24) and Womens 50-59.  I didn't feel it was too big/crowded at all.  They had us get into the water deep enough to where no one could touch the bottom so we tredded water for not even two minutes.   Then the horn went off.

The course was like a rectangle.  Straight out, right turn, straight for a little bit, another right turn, and then straight for finish.  The buoys were big and visible, finally!  I did notice I kept veering off to the outside, a lot.  The course is 1.2 miles but my Garmin showed I did 1.25, oops.  Probably cause I was pulling stronger onto that side then the other so something to work on.  
I look miserable haha



For this swim, I didn't want to go all out.  This was my first half iron distance and I didn't want to burn out and made sure to pace myself.  My swim time was 40:41, so a 2:06/100 yrds pace or a 32:45/mile.  I was happy with this.  Throughout the entire swim I felt comfortable with my pace, I knew I was capable of going even faster but like I said I didn't want to push it too much to prepare myself for the remaining 5+ hours of racing I was about to do.  

I double layered my swim cap, so I had my regular cap on, then my goggles, then the race cap.  I used my Phat Girlz custom TYR swim goggles and I had no complications with them what so ever.  My stomach felt great, I was feeling good, I made sure to just pace myself and relax on the swim seeing as how this was my first and I wasn't trying to qualify for World's (not yet!).  

I loved the wetsuit strippers!  They helped me with everything when it came to getting that thing off of me and made it so easy and my transition faster for that.

T-1:


There was a decent little run to T-1 from the swim (.3 of a mile), especially from where my bike was but it wasn't terrible.  Volunteers cheered everyone on along the way and it was awesome.  I was trying to move quickly but at the same time make sure that I was all set and everything was good for the bike.  I did not wear socks for the bike, I never do.  They gave you two numbers to wear in your packet, one for the bike and one for the run. The bike bib is not mandatory.  I kept mine for safe keeping and chose to use one for the run.  When it came to grabbing my nutrition, I stuck everything in my shirt/sports bra.  And it stayed there except for when I took it out to eat/use.  

Bike:

They weren't kidding when they said this course was hilly.  Thankfully though, Coach trained me hard with the hills so they weren't as terrible as I was imagining.  I started off with two bottles of execute, because that is what I had trained with.  In training that had lasted me a good 30 miles, but I was out of fluids before mile 10 on the bike.  I didn't fret because I knew I would be at an aid station soon.

I was nervous at first about going through an aid station because that is something I hadn't gotten to practice or experience before but I was able to grab bottles of Perform easily with no mishap. I also didn't crash into another cyclists which was another thing I was worried about.  The aid stations are a decent stretch, they start with a trash drop zone to throw any of your trash, seeing as how if you drop trash on the course in an undesignated area you will receive a penalty.  After the first trash dump, you have tables that are seperated by having water, Perform, and Gu, the volunteers were awesome at being clear as to what they had, and then after those tables there is one last trash drop.  When I went through my first one I didn't get done emptying a bottle of perform into my bottle and had no where to put the spare bottle because I had already passed the last trash drop, so I stuck the bottle in my shirt which I'm sure looked weird as all get out but I was not about to get a penalty or litter the race course.

An hour and 19 minutes into the bike, right at mile 20, I was shifting gears to prepare for the steepest hill on the course when all of a sudden I heard an unpleasant sound, my chain just dropped.  I stopped, cussed, and pulled off to the side and tried to fix it.  I realized I was too frustrated at what had just happened to fix it, I needed to calm down, so I walked my bike up the hill, almost 200 ft nearly straight up.  I was also hoping tech support would drive by and help me out, but of course I never saw them when I needed them.  I finally got to the top of the hill and attempted to put my chain back on, which I managed to do but something was still wrong because it wouldn't move from the big ring to the small ring at all.  So I sucked it up, hopped back on and went.  I knew the remainder of the course, though it wasn't as hilly as the first part, I was going to have to climb all the hills in one of more difficult gears due to the incident, which did tire my legs out a lot more.  And not to mention I was so frustrated from being on the side of the road and wasting time that I cranked out the second half of my bike, which wasn't the brightest idea because it did hurt my run later.  Here were my splits:

120:14.55.0014.8
227:52.75.0010.8
313:35.95.0022.1
416:02.35.0018.7
521:58.65.0013.7
616:26.55.0018.2
713:42.85.0021.9
817:00.05.0017.6
916:32.75.0018.1
1013:40.75.0021.9
1115:10.05.0019.8
121:12.00.3215.9
 Split 5 is where I was stopped on the side of the road.  My first 2 splits were slow because a good majority of the hill climbing took part in the first 10 miles of the bike course.  

The biggest thing my Coach stressed with my bike is sticking to my HR.  Which I stuck to decently, the hill climbing caused my HR to go into Zone 3 (my max zone) and I was suppose to try and stick in Zone 2.  I averaged right at the top of Zone 2.  

For overall nutrition on the bike, I consumed 2 bottles of Execute, and 4 bottles of Perform.  As well as 4 Chocolate Gu's.  My stomach felt good the entire time, I never felt hungry or had an GI issues.  The only issue I ran into was that my coach had wanted me to try and make sure that I pee'd on the bike.  Literally.  I never felt though at any point, even though I had consumed plenty of fluids (or at least I thought) that I had to pee.  I tried too, but nothing would come out.  I stressed a little bit about this because even I was wondering "How on earth do I not have to pee?" and then I was thinking, great, I'm gonna have to pee myself while running if I don't do it on this bike.  It hadn't occurred to my that I was potentially still dehydrated even with all the fluids, I was lightly sweating but nothing crazy and I figured that had to be because I was never hot on the bike, the weather was 61 degrees with 72% humidity, aka Florida winter.  There were parts of the course that were shaded and I was actually cold.   I had not trained with Perform but thankfully it sat very well with me and I do feel it helped me.  I will be switching to Perform for training as well just to get more used to it.  

Towards the end of the bike course, they make you finish the ride in a single file line, no passing allowed.  It was like this for probably the last mile or two of the bike.  Slightly frustrating if you're faster than the person in front of you but at the same time it was a nice mini cool down before getting to transition.  Overall, I felt the bike went pretty well.  I managed to average 17.35 mph which I was pleased with considering how hilly the course was and my mishap that happened, and it was only that decent because the second half of the bike (after my chain dropped) I managed to average a little over 19 mph to make up for the rough first half.  

T-2:

This was quick and easy.  I racked my bike, took off my helmet and shoes, I put on my INJINJI TOE SOCKS, yes I wore toe socks, and no it didn't take me any longer then regular socks would because my feet/toes are used to wearing toe socks so they slide right on.  They are my favorite socks.  I then slid on my Newton Distance S's.  I grabbed my nutrition for the run, again stuck it in my sports bra, then grabbed my visor and race number belt and started running towards exit of transition area.  

Run:

I started out the run feeling pretty good, I wasn't fatigued/sick/drained, my legs were just a little sore/stiff.  Now, who ever created this run course, deserves to be smacked!  The run course was two loops, and mile 0-1, 6-7 was up hill, freaking cross country terrain.  It started out as gravel/rock road, then you were running up a grass hill, then had to run through a mulch path which is dusty as hell when you have hundreds of people running through it.  I was cussing this certain someone out in my head, I mean there was plenty of good, solid road for us to run on.  

I was warned about this entire race being hilly, and after the bike course I was thinking ok, it can't get much more hilly then that, right? WRONG!!!!  There was one hill, that you hit twice because of the two loops, that was over a 200 foot climb practically straight up.  But there were lots of hills on this course, and I knew my legs were already pretty done.  So my plan was to fast pace walk the up hill, and run the flats/down hills.  Unfortunately, there was more up hill then down hill and flat.  I knew I wasn't going to have the half marathon time I wanted but as I looked around me and saw how miserable a lot of the people were around me looking, I was ok with that because I wasn't feeling nearly as terrible as they were looking.  

A good few people were complaining about the heat, which made me chuckle, finally I had an advantage!  It was only 73 degrees for the run! Granted for the northerners, that was there summer weather, but for me it was gorgeous!  I never felt hot or overheated.

I ran in my Newton Distance S's.  This was a hard choice for me because I love my Altra's but I love the extra spring/boost I have with my Newtons.  I didn't have any blisters or pain in my feet what so ever, thanks to my toe socks and my shoes.

The support on the run course was awesome.  From volunteers to people who just lived along the course.  One guy left his hose out on the road with a sign saying "Help Yourself".  Your name gets put on your bib and the volunteers would say your name and cheer you on which is so awesome after 5+ hours of racing.  Every mile there was an aid station.  The aid stations were huge for the run.  They consisted of several water/Perform tables, Coke,  Gu/Chomps table, Fruit/Pretzels table, and my favorite, the Ice Cold Sponges!  Make sure y'all thank every volunteer/police officer that is there.  They really make a difference and help a lot.  And when going through an aid station and you're about to grab something from someone, make eye contact with them and nod, or say 1 or 2 for how many of whatever they have you want, and thank them.  It makes it better for you both.  Through each aid station, I grabbed the same thing each time.  I grabbed a cup of water to pour on me, a cup of Perform to drink, and then a set of sponges.  At first I put the sponges on my shoulders under my tri top, but then I started to feel chaffing under my underarms I started sticking them right in the opening of my trip top below the arm pit which prevented the chaffing from happening.  

It being a two loop course is such a tease when you get to the halfway mark cause you literally see the finish line but have to turn around and head back out one more time.  Mentally, I was feeling awesome. I was on cloud 9, happy and thrilled as could be! I knew I wasn't going to hit my goal time but was no longer worried about my time because I was about to finish a half Ironman!  And I was feeling great!  Legs were sore, very sore and tired, but I wasn't.  Emotionally, mentally, cardio- I was feeling stupid good.  My heart rate was doing great, and I was just stoked.  I was so happy, and new my training had done me well because of how overall great I was feeling, especially when I looked at people all around me who looked like they were steps away from their grave.  I made sure to encourage others around me, saying things like "We got this", "Keep it Up", "You're doing awesome".  I made friends with lots of strangers on the course, and managed to help a couple people who were dealing with some minor things on the course.

When I hit that last turn around, I was literally all smiles.  My smile couldn't be smacked off my face even if someone tried.  As I was headed back down the hill, I saw a familiar face, a guy from my run club, and he looked so miserable, he was walking up the hill and just looked awful.  I couldn't help but find that hilarious because he is normally a much faster/stronger runner than I am.  I yelled to him as I ran by him but I think he was too dazed to notice.  (I beat him by 41 minutes! He got chicked!)  My smile got bigger and bigger the closer I got to the finish line.  As I saw that finish line I gunned it, my turbo kicked in.  I was about to finish a Half Ironman.  I had goose bumps throughout the entire shoot.  Then finally, I crossed that finish line.  


I was so freakin happy.  I didn't want to stand still, but they had to take the chip of my ankle, which I double safety pinned together to truly make sure it would fall off.  Then, I was handed my gorgeous finishers medal and finishers hat.  Eee!

I continued walking towards the food area, and was looking for my coach.  When I finally saw her, I ran into her arms and balled my eyes out.  I was so proud of myself, and so thankful for her training me and being there for me.  Thanks to her awesome training, support, advice and my dedication/commitment to my training, I crossed that finish line running, with a smile!  When I finally stopped crying, we got me a chocolate milk and a grilled cheese sandwich and headed back to the camper.  I was on such a high it was unbelievable.  My legs were sore, but I was too excited to care and though it would've been nice to get an IV or a massage (services offered for free to athletes post race) I knew I didn't need it as badly as other athletes around me, I know I'm a beast.  (just kidding, kinda, not really)


Ironman 70.3 Syracuse, was so far, the best day of my life.  It was the most difficult, challenging, beautiful, amazing, experience of my life yet.  I had been training for over 5 months to get to this halfway mark.  I finally felt that I was going to be able to race a full Ironman and not die.  The entire race I stayed positive, I felt great, and was just thrilled to be there.

I want to thank everyone who has helped me so far.  Friends and family, especially those who joined me in any training.  I really want to thank my Running Wild Zoo Crew! Paul and Cherie for being so supportive and allowing me to have the time off to go up there and race.  To my coworkers; Mike, Seth, Shannon, Jon Michael, Alex, Nicki, Katie for allowing me to stuff my face whenever I needed, letting me nap on the office floor, and being very supportive and helpful as well.  Thank you to Lora Harris with Tensegrity Massage, Patrick/Gulf Coast Cycle and Tri, Anytime Fitness Downtown/Pace crew, Tri Gulf Coast, and All American Swim.  Thank you to the companies who provided great quality gear that led me to be successful; Newton Running, Pearl Izumi, Tifosi, Lazer, 110%, Moving Comfort, Injinji, Garmin, Headsweats, Energy Labs, and Gu.

This experience taught me that hard work certainly pays off.  All my training hours, and all those hours I chose to sleep instead of going out certainly showed.  It also taught me that you're not always going to have things go your way, so as a triathlete you need to be able to handle things going wrong at any point and time but have the ability to stay calm and positive.  Is it frustrating when things eff up, it sure is, but don't ruin your experience because of it.  Have fun, enjoy yourself.

Race Summary: Swim00:40:41 Bike03:13:41 Run02:26:52 Overall06:27:10